[Laughingman]

You know, I'm not someone that openly admits my fetish. Most people outside of the internet (and many of them inside the internet) would consider BE/inflation fetishes to be very strange. There's only a handful of people that know about it and most of them are my closest friends.

I've often thought of changing my name on here, because Laughingman was never supposed to be my "porn sites" nickname. I did it because the Laughingman in Ghost in the shell was someone that I thought was a cool antagonist, and that there "never really was one to begin with" in a sense. (not really spoilers for the show, trust me.) So I eventually thought of changing it to something else, but I stuck with it, because I was known as that across several sites. (Bambi's site, here, TMC, and a few others)

While I keep my real life and my online fetish life separate for the most part, it was always nice to be able to come here amongst friends that shared my enthusiasm for these various yet related fetishes. I don't know if this is an elaborate April Fool's prank or if it's real, but I want to thank Lorekeep and everyone else that's here for providing me an outlet to talk about the things that I can't really talk about to "normal" people.

I lurked here most of my time but lately I began to become more active, and I enjoy reading the jokes in comments and seeing what was posted. I enjoyed being here, whatever happens. I'll miss this place if it's gone, but it's nice that it was once here for us to gather together. If anyone wants to stay in contact, I'll try to find some way to contact people, but you can always find me at TMC's forum or on my Dailymotion account, which I think has two "n's" at the end.