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tjlemke · 02-09-2016

Not saying I'm gonna, just I don't think I'll ever beat depression. At this point my best quality is breathing. I can't take the constant pain. Pot helps alleviate some of the pain but being in the military and a state where it's illegal I can't take it without risk of further fucking up what little I do have. Death would be a welcome relief to this hellish unbearable life. Hate to be that guy but I need to put it on the table, losing my fucking mind.

02-09-2016	#5
tjlemke Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Posts: 2,027	Re: I might kill myself Not saying I'm gonna, just I don't think I'll ever beat depression. At this point my best quality is breathing. I can't take the constant pain. Pot helps alleviate some of the pain but being in the military and a state where it's illegal I can't take it without risk of further fucking up what little I do have. Death would be a welcome relief to this hellish unbearable life. Hate to be that guy but I need to put it on the table, losing my fucking mind.