Is it wrong?

the question i am posing is this, is it wrong to have an interest in transformation? I have never given this much thought over the past year since i discovered this place, but it is only now that i suddenly having my conscience ripped to pieces about it, mainly due to some "undesirable" aspects of it that i have encountered(but then again, there's always a positive and negative to anything right?) and are only now tearing me away from the inside out

so what i am asking is if someone knowledgable in these things can clear it up for me and put my fears to rest. and also if its just people here who have an interest in metamorphosis itself.(and not any horrific people who stalk in the shadows that lie in wait to prey on victims for their own despicable and hurtful ends.)

I hope this question does not come as too much of a shock for people. I just want to put my mind at ease