Donkey TF experiments

[CantSaySeeSaw]

Ya'll are good. I'm just teasing. Most TF guys have been very polite. btw, sent TF-Warlock a message on Tumblr but I don't know if he'll get back to me. Did anyone have any incidents with the full moon?

[kooncds]

Incidents with the full moon?

Nothing directly, but honestly TF life for me has been hectic. Due to a huge amount of mental fuckery, along with a lot of hypnotic suggestion, falling in love with an amateur hypnotist with some serious cow fantasies, and my own meddling, I have reached a point where I can find myself randomly mooing, howling, braying, or barking, desiring to go dumb and blank into an animal state, as well as being unable to respond to someone else sending me animal sounds with nothing but me replying with the same sound. Fun, scary, somewhat annoying.

[j3st3r]

Originally Posted by kooncds

Incidents with the full moon?

Nothing directly, but honestly TF life for me has been hectic. Due to a huge amount of mental fuckery, along with a lot of hypnotic suggestion, falling in love with an amateur hypnotist with some serious cow fantasies, and my own meddling, I have reached a point where I can find myself randomly mooing, howling, braying, or barking, desiring to go dumb and blank into an animal state, as well as being unable to respond to someone else sending me animal sounds with nothing but me replying with the same sound. Fun, scary, somewhat annoying.

MooooOOOOO?

[kooncds]

Moooooooooooooo

Thanks for that. I just mooed out loud in-front of my roommate.

[dorintf]

I fell asleep at 8:30 after looking at TF porn and watching Mass Effect videos on YouTube. The full moon didn't really affect my normal routine.

[CantSaySeeSaw]

Originally Posted by kooncds

Incidents with the full moon?

Nothing directly, but honestly TF life for me has been hectic. Due to a huge amount of mental fuckery, along with a lot of hypnotic suggestion, falling in love with an amateur hypnotist with some serious cow fantasies, and my own meddling, I have reached a point where I can find myself randomly mooing, howling, braying, or barking, desiring to go dumb and blank into an animal state, as well as being unable to respond to someone else sending me animal sounds with nothing but me replying with the same sound. Fun, scary, somewhat annoying.

Tell me more. A hypnotist with a cow fetish? Does your roommate not care that you're making cow noises?

[kooncds]

Originally Posted by CantSaySeeSaw

Tell me more. A hypnotist with a cow fetish? Does your roommate not care that you're making cow noises?

My current girlfriend/lover/weird complicated relationship person is a amateur hypnotist who struggles with suicidal ideation as well as brain drain, identity death, and split personalities. Over time and through a period of traumatic events, the both of us ended up fucking with each others heads so much that it led to the birth of altered mental states, different internal personas/alternate personalities, as well as this continued propagation of animal fantasies as forms of self-destructive escapism. She has issues with her inner 'Cow', as when her intelligence leaves her, she is all cow, it's one of the few times she can be totally happy and free of her panic disorder, but it had the side effect of the cow taking over her life. As a side effect, I found that even my mind, which I long thought wouldn't be effected, began to fall victim to suggestion, hypnotic triggers, and the desire to become more blank and animal. It's been odd, hard to explain, and it's had it's ups and downs. I would recommend simply- sometimes it's better to have a fantasy, stay a fantasy.

[ZodiacX]

I've met people like that.
Specifically with cows too. Makes me wonder if its the same person.

[CantSaySeeSaw]

I totally believe you. I'm an atheist, a skeptic, and generally not the sort of person who would be open to those kinds of things. Yet, through role play (fucking with someone's head) I've definitely come to places that feel triggered and uncontrollable. I've experienced phantom limb with limbs I've never had. The mind is a strange powerful place. Are you nervous? Do you think you/your partner should see some sort of doctor/therapist? Especially if she/they are struggling with a panic disorder that makes it hard to function...

[dorintf]

I had really fucked up sleep paralysis last night and felt like someone with icy cold hands was shaking me violently. I'd better not find out one of you was responsible. I mean it.

Seriously though, has anybody had any success with lucid dreaming using TF scenarios? I used to be able to pretty regularly, at least twice a week. It was hard and the more I felt like I was influencing the dream the more likely I was that I would wake up after seeing weird shit that people usually associate with lucid dreaming. But I got to where I could slowly cause a change to someone in the dream. Extremely slowly. Hasn't happened in like a year. Reasonably sure it was caused by some supplements I was on. Anybody else?

[kooncds]

I am a little nervous. It's fun to have these fantasies as well as let go of control sometimes, but it can get a little excessive, particularly if you're trying to live a double life like mine. My partner is already on several medications, sees a therapist weekly, and is already working best she can through some of her issues. Either way, mental fuckery can be fun. I've felt my penis change to become canine, I've lost control of my voice and my mind, and I've felt the need to act and become animal. It's powerful stuff, but it can be overwhelming.

[CantSaySeeSaw]

Originally Posted by dorintf

I had really fucked up sleep paralysis last night and felt like someone with icy cold hands was shaking me violently. I'd better not find out one of you was responsible. I mean it.

Seriously though, has anybody had any success with lucid dreaming using TF scenarios? I used to be able to pretty regularly, at least twice a week. It was hard and the more I felt like I was influencing the dream the more likely I was that I would wake up after seeing weird shit that people usually associate with lucid dreaming. But I got to where I could slowly cause a change to someone in the dream. Extremely slowly. Hasn't happened in like a year. Reasonably sure it was caused by some supplements I was on. Anybody else?

I have some experience here. When I was really young, I wanted to know if I could control my dreams. I reasoned that if I pinched myself when something strange happened, if it hurt, I'd know I was awake. It worked really well-- I'd pinch myself in a dream, realize I was dreaming, and have some control.

The problem was I started sleep talking and walking. I'd get up, look at people and talk to them, but what I was hearing wasn't what they were saying. I'd come to, and I'd be sitting at a sleepover with all my friends laughing at me, wondering why I was so upset about "burning broccoli"

I've walked outside into snow. I walked out of my dorm at band camp. The last really strong episode I had was when a poster on my freshman dormroom wall opened up into a portal and I could see people playing violin in it. I ripped the poster off the wall trying to get in it. Thankfully, my roommates sucked and did their best to ignore anything I did, and said they thought I was drunk.

The major attacks of sleep walking stopped, and eventually I was only having vivid dreams-- and yes, a lot of them were transformation based. Having a dream from the POV of an animal is pretty common among non-fetish folk too. Around three years ago, I became a daily pot smoker and that pretty much stopped my dreams-- which was a bit of a relief. Reality felt fuzzy and I was worried that I was losing it, and the weed made it way easier to function and not panic.

The most realistic changes I've felt were on acid. Once, while we were crossing a street, I felt a tail grow but unlike normal tail sensation, I didn't just feel a limb, I felt my clothes move. I tried to cover it, and -felt it in my hands- just the base of it. I think there might have been something back there-- maybe my shirt was stuck or my underwear rolled or something-- but the drug was able to take that sensation and expand upon it.